Healing

October has always been my favorite month of the year. It is a gorgeous month plus there's my birthday and Halloween. I'm just saying-it is a great time of year.  But we had a failed adoption in October 2009 that destroyed me and each October has been melancholy since that one. That changed this year. When my Mom offered to take us to Disneyland in October last year I was nervous because of how difficult the month had become. But I did not realize until this year how healing the trip was. Instead of dreading the month, I looked forward to it because I remembered the anticipation of last year's Disneyland trip. I love that I love October again. Thank you Mom. Love you!